Comptine d'un autre été: L'après-midi

Dear June,

You have been quite

a month.

I know that I have needed to update the blog sooner than I am but patience is a virtue, and a virtue never hurt you. Right? Right.

June has been the best month in a long, long time. Everything that I have been working so hard for had finally happened. So let's take a walk down memory lane together for a small moment.

It all started in January:

While thinking about what I wanted to do with the new year in store, I received a strong prompting that I would be going through the temple this year. For a girl my age, that only means one of two things:

A: Get married

B: Go on a mission.

I chose the first option.

So I spoke to my bishop, and the mission preparations began. Little did I know that I would have to way until the end of May to turn in my papers.

Again I say,

patience is a virtue

So through many, many bishop interviews, weekly visits to el templo, and other Sunday school answers to any question (i.e. praying, reading scriptures, going to church/institute, etc.) I reached the month of May. I turned my papers in on May 23rd.

Again, I played the waiting game.

One week went by...

Then on the second week, June 2nd, I received my call. Relief finally filled my soul that I now held the joyful end product of all my patience. Of course, I had to wait hours after receiving it to finally open my call, but when I did, I read that I will be serving in

Los Angeles, C.A Spanish speaking

Amazing feeling

When I opened my call.

Spirit testified it was right, so I said

"Let's do this, Lord!"

On June 18th, I had the amazing, life changing, beautiful, spiritual, opportunity to receive my endowments in the Lord's house.

What.

A.

Blessing.

I loved every moment of it. From the minute I walked into the doors, to many days after, I was filled with God's love and spirit with the decision I made that day. What a blessing it is to be part of the Church that has all the keys restored on the Earth today. Going to the temple always puts me in awe and humility when I realize how blessed I am to have this gospel in my life. Out of six BILLION people, I have been lucky enough to be born into the one true church. I am always blown away when I think about that. There is nothing that I would do to give that gift up.

So the waiting game continues for me. I have

2 months

and six days until I get to enter the MTC set apart as the Lord's servant.

Crazy excitement for me!!!

I have had to learn so much patience this year. Would I trade any of it for a different story? Of course not! I have been tried daily--some days more exhausting than others--but that is only a testament of what I am doing is the right thing to be doing.

I know it is not going to be easy.

In fact, I expect it not to be easy at all.

But I know that it will be worth it.

I am so grateful for all that I have. All the things that have happened to me have helped me be the person I need to be out there. It still amazes me that I will be going out there as a representative of the Lord proclaiming His word to His children. God wants me to be the person that I am.

Am I perfect?

Not at all.

But I know that through our Savior, Jesus Christ, that I can, and will, become perfect through him. If God only accepted perfect people in the kingdom of Heaven, it would be a very lonely place. Thank goodness that we have a most perfect plan to help us come to the Lord and to become like Him through repentance. Yes, I know that sometimes I do not fit the "mold" of what a missionary should be. In fact, I know that I will probably never fit that mold in some people's eyes. But that does not matter because I know how the Lord sees me and what He wants me to be. He knows I am trying my hardest to be a better person and I know that He loves me for who I am and who I will become. There is no greater joy or love on this earth than that that comes from a loving Heavenly Father and our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. How grateful I am to have that knowledge.

God is real. His love is real. His plan is real.

Christ died for you and me. Through him we can receive all things.

The church is true.

I am just so excited to be able to have this upcoming experience in my life! Thank you all so much for all your love and support you give me. I have always needed it and I appreciate it so much. You are all such beautiful people. I love you all.

My Ode to June

So many rewards and promises have come from you.

Best month ever.

Love you all and hope all is well.

Cheers.

Ch.Wa.

I hope I grow a foot or two...

For those who have not been updated since June 2nd

Chelsea Waterfall have been called to serve the Lord in...

LOS ANGELES, CA!!!

I report to the MTC on September 22nd. I will also have the pleasure of preaching the gospel in Spanish. I am extremely humbled and grateful for this opportunity to serve the Lord and to devote my whole life to Him and His children for the next 18 months of my life. In retrospect, that is nothing compared to all that Christ has given me and all His other siblings in the world. So let's get this party started!

Cheers,

Ch.Wa.

Sister Golden Hair

So if I have learned anything from my blog, it is that I suck at updating things.

Big. Time. Suck.

At least we all found this out together, right?

Right, Chelsea.

Now that we have that all under control, I might as well update.

Last time I wrote, it was mid-March. It is May 1st. Ok, so let's get this party started.

March was a pretty good march. I got to go see my family in New York. Loved it. Ah, I love my siblings and adopted siblings! I miss them so much; they are probably happy to have me out of their hair, ha! Only kidding.

The rest of March was just pretty chill. Work and work went well. Apparently nothing too exciting happened cause I don't remember anything.

This last month was April. This one might be easier for me to handle.

April 1st had snow. Cruelest April Fool's joke ever played on EVERYONE. That was intense. Nothing really happened in my life. It has been just filled with work, honestly. On my mom's birthday, I had my whole work sing "Happy Birthday" to her. That was pretty exciting. Eh, I will have to think of more, ha.

My papers have been sent in to my bish! That was pretty exciting to have that all finished. They really were not hard to fill out at all. Everyone makes them sound so long and hard to do, but really, they were a breeze, like the breezes you are supposed to get from April, (Only kidding, Mother Earth. You brought some nice weather to us, too.) So after I send them in, I suddenly get a kidney stone. Coincidence?

I THINK NOT!

Honestly, I was so mad at that little stone! So much pain in my back! It also happened right after I had decided fully on the mish. Pretty much, I am pretty mad at Satan, that lame jerk. Interesting to think about how a week ago my bish was telling me to "watch out" for the adversary. He came faster than expected. But at least it is just another testament about how true the gospel is. Everyone that I have talked to has had some sort of similar experience when they decide--and it sounds like it won't stop at this! Why would things happen to discourage us when it is for something that is not true? It only makes me want to go out more and with more strength, to show the world, God, and Satan that I know what I am doing is true and I am strong enough to endure.

So take that!

Ha, I am so excited for all that is going to happen in the next month. I get to turn my papers in in a couple weeks, and get my call at the end of this month. Holy crazy!!!! I know in my heart that this is what I am supposed to do and I just can't wait!

Am I nervous? Of course!

But do I know I will be in good hands? Only the best!

It will be so worth it and it will be so great to be in the Lord's company 24/7. Everyone gets nervous for something new, for the unknown. But it will be an amazing experience and something that nothing else will compare to. I just can't wait!

I hope all is well with everyone. I love you all and life is so good!

Cheers.

Ch.Wa.

Me, preaching the elderly

Merry Happy

Hello all!
It has been a while for sure, so sorry about the updates.

So, I wrote last time in February. It is now April. Good information to know.
What is new with me?

Sadly, not too much.

February was a blur. Really don't remember much from it. Probably just a lot of work, work, and more work. I love my job at Central Davis. So much fun working with the teens. They really are just great kids and they help me feel like I have some significance in my life.

I went to the zoo.

March was a great month. It was filled with work, of course, but it was also filled with a great trip to NYC to see the siblings. I have missed them so much. I have been blessed with the family that I was put in. I feel that I have great relations to my siblings, even with our age differences. It was so nice to return to the east, to sit back and relax with trips to the park, long talks, card games, and tons of laughter. They all are so good to me. I miss them all terribly and it just felt so right when I was with all of them again. I just am so lucky for my amazing family!

I was also able to go to CT to visit a couple good nanny friends (Joyce and Raven...you have done so much for me and I love you guys so much) and also to see Chrysula and the little ones. That was a great experience. I feel so much love and gratitude for Chrysula, Warren, and their children. They have all been angels to me and I feel a great bond with them. Chrysula and I talked, ate, talked some more, laughed, cried, and just shared stories of life. The kids were great and it was so fun to see them. Probably my most favorite part was when I was leaving and I asked Garret for a hug and he shouted "I'm not going to give you a hug; I'm going to give you a kiss!" I love them all so, so much.

So New York was an amazing time. A much needed relaxing trip to get away for a couple days. The rest of March was full of work, trying to figure out a whole new format and structure for the after-school program, good friends and good family. Life is going great right now.

I was extremely grateful for this weekend with it being General Conference. I was able to watch all four sessions and I actually watched and listened! Big step for me, or anyone for that matter, ha. Probably my most favorite talk was Elder Ballard's about mother-daughter relations. I just sat through that whole talk thinking, "My mom is AWESOME! I love her so much!" It was great to know that I have an amazing relationship with her. She seriously is my best friend. There is nothing more that I love than to just sit and talk with my mom. She is so kind, loving, witty, smart, hilarious, hard working, and caring person that I know. She is just great, and I gain more understanding of this every day.

It was also a really neat experience that conference was over Easter. What a great coincidence that was! Not only were we able to feel the spirit from the prophet and his apostles, but we were also able to ponder and appreciate all Christ has done for us. Amazing! It was neat to hear the tender, yet powerful, testimonies that were shared of Christ's nobility, his infinate atonement, of his love for each of us, and of his true existence. That was an experience that will be hard to forget.

Exciting news about tomorrow:

I get to start my mission papers!!!

You don't even know how long I have been waiting for this day to come. Well, we could all say "Since January, Chelsea!" but really, it feels like it has been longer. I have gotten a lot of people being curious why I am preparing for a mission and why I really want to do this, so I thought that I might as well share it with all of you at the same time.

Honestly, I have thought about a mission since I was young. I remember always in my 10 or 5--year plan that I would maybe serve a mission if I wasn't married by then (Ha! Imagine me married now! The thoughts that a thirteen year-old comes up with. ) It has always been in my mind that I would like to serve the Lord if it was the right thing to do. I have just always had that desire.

I have had my ups and downs with the gospel--like everyone else--but from my senior year on, it was pretty solid--if not going up. I realized that I actually did like the church in my life and that I had a testimony of Christ and the Church. I was doing the right things in my life and I had some good faith in God.

Then I decided to nanny in New York. Even when I look back at it this day, I have no doubt in my mind that experience was needed in my life right then. I went out with complete faith in the Lord and in myself. What an amazing, spirtitual experience that was! I learned to rely on Christ, to ask for His hand in my everyday life. I have never felt so much spiritual guidence in my life like that. I realized how important it was to have the gospel in my life, in my home. I felt humble gratitude at being blessed with a father who has the priesthood, to have a mom who cares for her kids. I learned that I wanted that, to raise a family in the gospel, more than anything. I gained a testimony of the Book of Mormon while I was out there, I had prayers answered, and life was good even in the times of trial.

Now we all know that my nannying job was not a bed of roses. I went through some Hell out there and at the very end, I lost some grip with the gospel. I knew it was true and right, but hopelessness had a good pull on me. With my circumstances, it only seems normal that something like that would happen. I left that job a shell of a person. I should have never let anyone have that much control over my life, and sadly, I did let that happen. It has taken some time to build myself back up, but with the grace of God, it is surely happening.

When I think about all that I have gone through in life--which is not much at all--I realize that I have been truly blessed by God. I realize how much love I have for Him, for all that He has given me. I am too blessed, honestly. I have even been immensly blessed in times of trial. I, being human, feel that I don't deserve this at all, but I still receive. I get to have a relationship with God, I get to have the gospel, the priesthood, the Book of Mormon; I get to have truth! What an amazing and awesome thing to have! Why was I so blessed to be born into the church? I wonder that often, if not daily. God truly has given me much, and when much is given, much is required. I feel for all that I have been given that a mission is the only way that I can show my gratitude and appreciation for what God has given me. My soul sings of the truth; I love this gospel so much! Why wouldn't I want to give a mere eighteen months of my life to serve the Lord and to bring others to the knowledge of truth? To me, it is inconceivable for me to not want to serve a mission. It is the best way for me to show my love and dedication to Him.

Now, I don't want you all to think that I have not given thought to this at all. I have prayed, prayed, fasted, prayed, and prayed some more about this. It is a monumental decision to make. I have had strong conviction that this is what I need to do right now in my life. I have received an answer so now I have to act out what has been brought to my knowledge. I have confidence in the Lord and in myself that I will be able to do this. I am so excited for this new step in life! And even if it doesn't work out in the end, I have only bettered myself in life. I am just so excited and so ready to give my life for the Lord.

All is well in my life. I could not ask for more. I have so much love and so much strength in my life right now. My heart overflows with gratitude. I have been blessed so much in life and I am so excited for the things to come. I love you all so much and I hope all is well. I will keep you all updated on the things to come; it will all be great!

Love you all

Cheers.

Ch.Wa

How Great Thou Art

So I watch this video at least twice a month. I just love it, and I hope you all will enjoy it. Big post to come up soon. I hope all is well with everyone. Love you all
Cheers,
Ch.Wa

Both Sides Now

Guess who is sick again.
I will give you a hint. It's me.

Give up? Well, it is me that is sick. Oh joy, right?

I started feeling all weird on Friday. That weird "calm before the storm" type-thing. It was in the morning a bit, and a little more in the afternoon, but I just shook it off like it was no big deal.

I went to 4-H, and we were frosting cookies with me sitting closest to the frosting. I could not stand the smell worth anything. I just felt all nauseated and nasty, but I still played it off. Jess and I had been planning on getting Chinese food for the whole week, so I thought, "Hey, Chinese food isn't nauseating at all so I might as well risk it." When Jess and I eat, though, it is like we are going to die in a few hours, so we might as well eat all that we can. So we ordered a TON of food, the most noted thing being 20 crab ragoons. So we settled in, got our food, and started Harry Potter. So what was supposed to be a kick-butt evening turned quite sour in my gut. I wanted to get comfy, so I told Jess I was going home to get my jams on. She was fine with that, so I left to go home.

Driving home, I kept thinking "I feel like I want to throw up." I blamed it on the amount of food I ate--which could have fed a small village in Africa. I kept shaking it off, got gas, changed, and left for Layton. When I was at the street to turn to Jess', I had to call her to say that I needed to go home cause I felt sick. I think pulled over to almost hurl. Probably one of my classiest moments yet in my life. I drove home, sat on the floor, and felt dizzy to the 10th degree. Everything was spinning, I couldn't sit up, and my tum hated me.

To skip the gory details, I did accomplish what I felt like I was going to do all day. So here I am, on a Saturday, lounging/sleeping/eating a bit/nauseated/feeling well/nauseated once again/etc. It is quite frustrating to be sick once again, after a long couple weeks prior to this. Oh well, maybe it is my body just trying to cleanse itself or being pushed to its edge with stress. Interesting thought.

It hasn't been that bad of a couple weeks though. I felt better for a tiny bit, worked, worked, and worked once again. There were nights with good friends, temple visits, and a "trip" to Provo to see the BFFs. Plus, I got to get some quality Lord of the Rings time in, which is always a good thing for me.

Big moment of my life though:
While watching (more like trying to watch) the opening ceremonies for the Olympics, my favorite song was played. Yes, that song is by the beloved Joni Mitchell that is titled Both Sides Now. I almost cried while watching the performance that was set to her voice. This song is pure bliss to me. I listen to it at least once a day, and its words are embedded in my mind. So to hear that song last night played at union of many nations in the name of sports made my sick--quite literally--night.

All is well though. I will hopefully be better soon. Maybe I will even write a more fun post, eh?

Apparently, I am Canadian now.
Cheers.
Ch.Wa.

Hello and HAPPY FEBRUARY!

So I have been a big bum lately and have not written on my blog for

4 months

Yikes.

So sorry about that to everyone...that might read this? Yeah, it is probably just family, but still, you guys are important to me and I want to let you into my life. The end.

I guess it is time to talk about life now. Life, life, life...where to start?

Well, October and November are a blur. I have literally been sitting her for five minutes trying to think of what happened. Probably just work and school, work and school. Nothing too painful.

December was a great time. There were finals (I passed all my classes), buyback at the bookstore, and the holidays. It was so great to have Dave, Emily, Ang, and Greg come home for Christmas. I hadn't seen them since July, so it was amazing to have everyone home under the same roof. I'm a sucker when it comes to family. I truly have been blessed with my family--both immediate and extended. It was so nice to just sit with my brother and sisters, talking about life, laughing at memories, and being able to share each others' company. It is a neat thing to build loving relationships with family. You don't love them because you have to, you cherish every moment together, good or bad, and build each other up. I am so grateful for all they do for me and the love and support I receive from them.

This Christmas, I made everyone scarves for their gift. It was so fun to learn how to crochet! I felt all domestic and whatnot while making homemade crafts. They all turned out beautifully and it was a great way to show my love for everyone because of the time I spent making them.

January came, and quickly left it feels like. I still work at the bookstore, and I love it as much as I did when I started. I also started a new job at Central Davis Jr. High being a 4-H after school counselor. It has been so much fun working with my seven teenagers. They are a bunch of high energy kids, but they are all so great. We have a ton of fun with sports, crafts, and games. Last week it was my week to teach, so we went to a different country each day. In Kenya, we made African masks, Japan was for zen gardens, in Greece we made our own gods and goddesses, and in Mexico, we had a fiesta complete with a pinata. We ended the week coming back to the U.S. and did a service project from the Humanitarian Center. I feel it went quite well.

I am currently training for the Ogden half marathon on May 15th. I am so excited/nervous for this! It is so much fun seeing how much strength I really have and the endurance I can come up with. My training missed all last week though, due to a nasty cold/flu. Man, I haven't been down like this for a long, long time. I am finally recovering, though I still have the voice of a smoker.

Another thing that I am currently training for is to be a missionary for the church. I am extremely excited about this. It is still a thought in process, but my philosophy is if I decide to go, then I will go. If I feel it is not the right thing at this time, I still gained so much from preparing myself. It really has been a goal of mine to serve a mission. I remember including it in my "5 year plan" of life just in case. I think New York helped me with planning for this in a secret manner that God can use at times. From all our trials, there are blessings in store, no matter what. Working with the missionaries in my CT ward, I gained a love for the service of missionaries and a love for Preach My Gospel. I hope all works out for me to go. At this moment, it feels right, so hopefully it will all be good. Yay for starting my papers in a month!

So all is well in my life. Yes, it is busy and yes, it is interesting at times, but it is still good to me. I hope all are well and I promise to update more often!

Cheers.

Ch.Wa